8.10.09

i wonder all the time about all these details that don't matter: the politics of the world. there will always be war and poor and suffering. and so i fill the time with such things while i dodge destiny. and maybe i've been pretty good at hiding for a while now. and maybe it will never find me. but at the end of the day, in my dying breath, it will be there. staring me down, like i'm the deer and it's the headlights.

i cannot think of life using the word 'career'. i don't ever want one of those. ever.

technology has hurt us more than it has helped us.

people should smile more. just a little more.

music is powerful. it does not need translation.
i need translation. sometimes within my own mind.
and that's when you know,
you're crazy

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

such a beautiful entry. i echo your fraustration with the condition of the world. I spend most of my life figuring out how to be a part of the solution to it...and spend a few years working with NGOs and survivors of sexual violence. It is not easy to feel connected and optimistic during this process but you have the ability to change. Human contact is important like you said, and we need to do more with technology instead of it serving our own personal interest. in conclusion, just hang in there...i have been there too...and these days are necessary for us to make an impact.